Scary and tired

Yesterday, every time the x-ray beam was being activated I could hear it hum; as that would happen, I found myself saying “this is scary”.  I wasn’t scared, if that makes sense; but it was scary. I was wondering what this thing was doing entering my body. I wasn’t scared of the cancer; it was this thing (the x-rays) and wondering what it was doing to me. That was unsettling, but I kept giving it to God.
During the day (Tuesday), I found myself flat emotionally and physically drained; not from the radiation itself, but from the emotional drain of starting the treatment.

Today (Wed.) is better, my treatment went well and I haven’t experienced the tiredness.
I’m asking God to help me see and learn all He has for me through this journey.

Thanks for caring and praying. Keep praying for complete healing and protection from any and all side effects of the treatment.

PT
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